The pregnancy test, OMG! That is the most excited and scary moment of my life. Don`t take me wrong I always want to be a mom and I take care so many children from friends,clients and work in a day care that I know I have that feeling of being a mom but I can tell you it is really scared when you find out that I was going to be a mom it makes me happy but at the same time makes me to think of everything that happen to me the first time I did this test five years ago. I had a miscarriage and it was the hardest thing that I been thru my life. It is really hard to let it go, even though it was 5 years ago I thought this time the same thing could happen that is why I wait until I was 6 months to talk about my beautiful baby. That was a lot of things that happened that I will not intend to talk about it because that part was something that I want to forget and let it go. The best part is that I am the happiest mom in the world, I am so happy to carry a child and feel the baby`s heart, move and see how the baby look at me when every time I do an ultrasound.
This next picture was one of the first pictures I took when I find out I was pregnant. I was 2 months pregnant already(8 weeks) even though no one believe that I was pregnant because the belly was not that big I knew I was because I have morning sickness that were whole day sickness, my brain did not work the same way and I was always so tired. Even though that was a couple months of feeling so sick and helpless I am glad I survived that and still carry my baby. That is something about being pregnant that change every ones perception, people treat you better and they have more simpaty for us. I wish I was pregnant every year so people will more sensible to me, do not take me wrong people treat me good but it was a surprise to see how they treat even better.
I guess for today is enough because I have a lot to say and lots of pictures to share too.
Love being pregnant!!!!
